In closing
For some personal reasons, I am closing my blog. So this is gonna be my last entry and I am gonna end my blog with a happy note.
Its only september, barely 3/4 of a year, yet it seem as if I have had this blog forever. Its been a great year. I have seen quite alot, gone through tough times and happy times and I have learnt so much. This blog started on the 2nd of january as a birthday gift from my beloved sister. In this 100 over entries, I have lamented about NS life; written down moments of joy; dwelled in nifty emotions and expressed love. From now on, its gonna be a closed book.
The week didn't start off well. Monday had me feeling totally down the drain. But on that very same day, I saw what friendship could do. Saw how it extends to selfless unquestioned sacrifices and unconditional forgiveness. "If there is one thing I will turn to, its friendship..." I thought I understood the meaning of this statement. Nah, I knew what it means. It was monday night that i was able to identify with its significance.
~Bound by friendship, my heart hurts whenever yours is broken~
I wanted some time away to consolidate myself. Put it simply, to 'change'. I wanted some time away, to give it up - for friendship. I wanted some time away so I can have space to be anew. On one sided opinions, i thought, you needed the same space to find and live your dream.
~No matter how far and high the kite flies. No matter how strong the wind blows. So long as we don't let go of the string. It never flies away.~
Went to town this afternoon and it was a great day. Had swensens, played air-hockey and chilled at coffeebean. Never had a more beautiful day. Never had such a genuine smile.I was happy. What more is there to say.
I studied your face so I will remember every inch of it. Without words I spoke my heart.
Sweet Dreams - Air Supply
This is the time when you need a friend
You just need someone near
I'm not looking forward to the night I'll spend
Thinking of you when you're not here
How many times will I think
About the things I'd like to do
Always denied the right to live my life
The way I want
I want to share it with you
Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
I'll think of your kiss
As the days roll by
And I'll write the words you love
And what I can't say in a letter
Will just have to wait 'til I get home
There's not much time to tell you
Half the things I should
Only that I'm so glad I fell in love with you
And I'd do it again if I could
Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
---- Instrumental Interlude ----
Sleep like a child
Resting deep
You don't know what you give me
I keep for these moments alone
Its only september, barely 3/4 of a year, yet it seem as if I have had this blog forever. Its been a great year. I have seen quite alot, gone through tough times and happy times and I have learnt so much. This blog started on the 2nd of january as a birthday gift from my beloved sister. In this 100 over entries, I have lamented about NS life; written down moments of joy; dwelled in nifty emotions and expressed love. From now on, its gonna be a closed book.
The week didn't start off well. Monday had me feeling totally down the drain. But on that very same day, I saw what friendship could do. Saw how it extends to selfless unquestioned sacrifices and unconditional forgiveness. "If there is one thing I will turn to, its friendship..." I thought I understood the meaning of this statement. Nah, I knew what it means. It was monday night that i was able to identify with its significance.
~Bound by friendship, my heart hurts whenever yours is broken~
I wanted some time away to consolidate myself. Put it simply, to 'change'. I wanted some time away, to give it up - for friendship. I wanted some time away so I can have space to be anew. On one sided opinions, i thought, you needed the same space to find and live your dream.
~No matter how far and high the kite flies. No matter how strong the wind blows. So long as we don't let go of the string. It never flies away.~
Went to town this afternoon and it was a great day. Had swensens, played air-hockey and chilled at coffeebean. Never had a more beautiful day. Never had such a genuine smile.I was happy. What more is there to say.
I studied your face so I will remember every inch of it. Without words I spoke my heart.
Sweet Dreams - Air Supply
This is the time when you need a friend
You just need someone near
I'm not looking forward to the night I'll spend
Thinking of you when you're not here
How many times will I think
About the things I'd like to do
Always denied the right to live my life
The way I want
I want to share it with you
Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
I'll think of your kiss
As the days roll by
And I'll write the words you love
And what I can't say in a letter
Will just have to wait 'til I get home
There's not much time to tell you
Half the things I should
Only that I'm so glad I fell in love with you
And I'd do it again if I could
Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
---- Instrumental Interlude ----
Sleep like a child
Resting deep
You don't know what you give me
I keep for these moments alone
~Book Closed~
Dreams.Joy.Love
posted by zente @ 8:27 AM
2 Comments:
At 2:38 AM,
Anonymous said…
-----Book Closed on 180905 @ 1740hrs.-----
At 1:58 PM,
~sealed with a kiss by rain said…
Its funny how this blog now has a new entry, but its not from you. I read through those entries again, and I just wanna say I miss you. I once said I pray that you would never stop blogging, but you have lost all interest in doing so.
If detachment were as forgetable as a snake molts its skin, that'll reduce a lot of the heartache. Growing up seem to be a mere casting away of more and more of the past, into the incinerator and the deep recesses of my memory. Yet somewhere back there, you are still lingering around.
These words, I wonder, will they reach yoU? Perhaps things are meant to be so, no matter how hard I try to fight it.
I surrendered, regretfully. Do you hear these whispers in the rain?
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